When I come out of my inner room I realise the stress and tension that people live with because they are totally unaware of the real atmosphere they should be connected to.  When I first started to practice my inner room visiting I became very sad when I peeped out into the external world and thoughts.  My heart was jolted into an alarming rate, that rate that I used to live with until I found a place internally that allowed my heart to react to the inner environment at a different pace, a pace that I knew was healthy for my whole anatomy and mind.

I would also see that my body and skin had changed as a result of the healthy atmosphere of my inner room visits.

I saw how critical my health was because of the atmosphere of the outer world and my old thought patterns because of the outer world.

I was so sad and then angry at the world I saw people stuck in, totally unaware of their inner world and it’s wonderful gentle loving truth.

I dont hate people to the degree that I used to, I feel sorry for them.  I yearn to show them what I know, the key to health, quality life and optimism lays with the consciousness of your own self.

Deep inside and away from your usual thoughts and desires giving you a moment to appreciate the pulse of your own life living passionately for you.

I make sure this wonderful universe united in it’s verses of singing to me my complexed perfection.  My system systematically loving is healthy and free from the disturbance of health issues, the horrible noise of cellular acid and pathogens, has been shut down.

These days I found I thrive responding anatomically to the inner atmosphere.  I AM.  I no longer visit, it is where I reside.  It’s where I IS, and enjoy being AM.  Today it’s the out world that gets small visits, so I can leave trails to this birth right.  OSU


I get very affected by negativity, injustice, bullying, racism and all the low energy shit, to the point i get depressed and even angry to the point that I can lash out.  BUT HERE IS WHAT IT REALLY MEANS, I am sensitive and open to the degree I can be affected by an energy that it’s origin and truth will play out right back at you.  So what does this mean if the energy is love? I WILL LOVE ALL OVER YOU.

You see, your sensitivity is a proof that you are open and alive, the low energies are painful and for some sensitive people it’s like being actually burnt and consumed, to the point their vital organs stop working properly and they will become very ill, leading to death in most cases, by the immune system breaking down or the mind breaking down.

All my sensitive people you are here to teach how to love deeply and be grateful, and that means you have to stay open.  Parents watch your sensitive children closely, teach them how to move away from negative energy and concentrate on finding others that love to love, so that natural openness allows them to be the loving machines they were born to be.  

I know it can be hard, catching every energy.  But don’t quit, we all need your love..and thats a life worth living …..  OSU


I realised today that I don’t really like to listen to the music I make, what I enjoy and love is the thrill of trying to find the words and how I place those words, then how I have to find the cadence and rhythm to compliment a beat.  I also love the challenge of trying to get the subject I am trying to convey complete within the time limit of the beat.  I love the sport of trying to perform the work well in front of an audience, after I have gone through the process of memorisation.  Listening to the recording of the art is nothing compared to putting the art together and recreating the recorded moment live, that’s the sport I love.  I also love creating movement patterns and collecting un armed combat options, this is where you will find johnny at play.  This is where you will find johnny facing his fears of not being able to fulfil his passion that highlights his proof of life.


Some privileged kids have been made to believe that resources are life itself and a necessity for self definition.  So if the resources diminish this type of child is likely to start to shut down and panic leading to desperate and psychotic behaviour.  The child that was not brought up in this stupidity is far more equipped to deal with lack of resources in a healthier manner, the reason being they have lived without even basic needs and found they have survived just fine.  My advice to the deranged egos of these materialistic parents is, follow the ways of those you are so desperate to be better than and produce children with strong spirits and the wealth of bravery.   OSU


There is a dulling when you consume or even think about consuming, but when you fast from all indulgences there is a clarity that can only be described as being fully awake.  This is about the cycle of life, bacteria dictates our life span and quality of it and yet no one wants to study the culture and nature of such a powerful dictator of our lives.


Please do not be crystallized by what people told you life is and how you should be in it.  You are the bringer of life that no one has seen before, you are the expander beyond those confined ideas and fears.  For all of our sakes show us a new world, you have been wished for to show us this before you were born, we asked for you to be here.  Ignore our fears and open our eyes to more life….  OSU


I just want people to live the hell out of their lives literally.  I am saddened by all the lives that are not lived.  So I’m obsessed in trying to help as many people as I can live their lives amazingly.  People are wonderful, they are just imprisoned by wrong perceptions.  The greatest phenom in life is a fearless full of joy person, they posses the greatest wonders humans will ever see and I want to be amazed everyday of my short life.  I love you all in my unique confusing way.


Our reactions to atrocity have become text book now.  We have seen our play out so much that we can actually call it verbatim and nothing fucking happens or changes.  Virtue signalling is a disease that lets evil thrive, where are our dynamics, where is the soul, where are the bodies preventing the system that creates broken children that cant be fixed as adults?

What we are consuming is designed to give a symbol of power and prosperity but in actual fact has made us impoverished physically, mentally and physically.  We have been herded to consumer troughs and we have fattened our selves for disgusting slaughter.

The only thing we have in our hearts is…”i hope me and mine are not the next in line “…..

Stop feeding this inhumane system its strength to humiliate and consume you, expel it’s engineers and put experts with love for humanity in their hearts in their place ….  NOW


Your health will improve when you break your emotional attachments to big business.  The only reason these patronising polluters are loved by you is because you don’t know how to make a better version of yourself and rely on their pathetic offerings to provide this yearning, which never will be quenched.  Every time you purchase you only find you still feel the same.  Discontent with who you think you are!!!  For if you are purchasing something to feel better it only summates that the desire is there because you feel like nothing.  Why be in love with your insulters?  Why believe they are the builders of a better you?  they are not!!!  While you are listening to and watching them insult you with telling you what you need to be a better you, you are ignoring the truth that you are an amazing construct of miracles, all along and to come ……OSU


As a young man I was compelled to suck all the oxygen out of the air of anyone I felt might even be thinking of competing with me.  That set my focus and dedication on a level to the point I was unnerving to people that found themselves trying to pursue my chosen passions.  I no longer feel that aggressive intent, but i do notice still today a lot of people trying my chosen fields turning blue in the face.