I want to share something with you all.  All you people that tell me to be more quiet and soft, every month I get DMs from young people that share with me that they want to die, and some have actually attempted suicide but the attempt did not work and they thank me for being so aggressive about living and not self destructing, and that they now are training studying diet and enjoying the cooperation of themselves in sustaining their lives.  Everything about what I share has a vicious energy fighting the IDEA of self destruction and that energy has helped these young people fight the terrible suggestion to take their lives.  So on their behalf, I WILL NOT F%$KING CALM DOWN.