Through fear you have narrowed your life by clinging to a dogma and there is a lot of self abuse you have to do to a curious soul that is desperate to discover more to life. Eventually this argument will be nothing more than a life of tension, which is destructive to the nervous system and so the body and mind. Everything outside this constriction will obviously be feared but considering the torture your confinement is inflicting isn’t it fare to deduce that what you fear is an escape from this prison?. An extra room to breath and stretch the fear is only created by your belief that being in your bubble is safer but that bubble is really restricting your exploration. Explore and jump into the fears and add more ground and space to your life. Please.